THE PERILS
OF PLEASURE
My
adventures in pleasure began
with
twenty-four jars of baby food a day.
Grew so
large I couldn’t move anymore,
dwarf whale
stranded in its playpen. Since then there’s
vintage
Medoc, Lamb chops sprinkled with rosemary
and olive
oil, lingerie photo spreads, the prose of Ben Lerner,
“the isles
of Greece, the isles of Greece, “ und so weiter.
I’ve
enjoyed life too much to deserve a career. Pleasure
is even available
to the guy who sleeps beneath
the same
tree in the park each night, smoking a self-rolled,
inhaling so
deeply there’s nothing left to exhale. Enjoyment as
animal
right, maybe, but even Epicurus thought we have
a problem with
pleasure, the more we get
the more we
want, and it’s never enough. Take Don Draper in “Mad Men”
fucking
every woman who’s half-way willing, most
of whom
quite a bit more than half-way,
yet whose
unhappiness is a multiplex of many screens.
Raised in a
whore house which, seen loosely, is
his version
of twenty-four jars of baby food a day.
Bring ‘em
on—willing women, lamb chops, etc.— as “W”
disastrously
put it. On “The West Wing” someone says, a little too
sonorously,
“I serve at the pleasure of the President.” Which
sounds
about as enticing as a long weekend in Detroit, in winter, alone.
REALLY Special!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Sue.
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