EMPIRE OF
THE SENSES
A day of wandering
thoughts; the next
one not a
thought per se
but a dream
of old Europe
shot in the
supple light of a Zeffirelli romance,
a little
kitschy, I admit, but there’s
—don’t ask
me why—a baroque
component as
well: counterpoint, fetishistic wigs,
a maze of
etiquette turning me into a
brocaded moralist:
J.S. Bach in the organ loft
while Ludwig
the Upteenth
has his way
with a slightly damp chamber maid.
But right this
instant, half past seven in Kreuzberg,
Berlin, a
gang of fiddlers on the side-walk, sounding
like Serbian
gypsies out to hustle the al fresco
fork and knife
crowd, those eaters of Italian desserts
who think
maybe they’ve achieved happiness
for once
and hope it will stick around at least until coffee—
that’s how
it’s apportioned, happiness, in mouthfuls and sips,
the weather
about to change, and the music
moving
indoors, where it belongs anyway,
where we
belong, but not always,
nature
calling sometimes
even when
we need her.